sometimes things are just meant not to be shared.
once you share it with people, it isnt an secret anymore.
Recently, i have this weird premonition that things will happen again.
i loathe it.
including my love life.
my relationship with him stinks now.
whenever we meet up with each other we often argue.
we had clashes here and there.
absolutely nothing we both see eye to eye at.
this left me wondering are we appropriate together.
he came online just for like 10 min and then went off.
i called him to ask why he went off so fast and i want him to read my blog.
he answered, crazy, you want me to wait for you to update your blog?
okay. i know this maybe be normal for average people to say.
but he's so much diff from others.
do you even least know that i felt so so awful.
i think you are oversensitive/touchy lately.
u get pissed even by stupid stuffs,
i dont think i understand you anymore.
please un-break my heart.
i know truely if your heart is with me or not.
if one day, your heart isnt with me anymore,
just speak out.
i dont like being kept in the dark.
whatever it is, i'll accept.