im back from outside somewhere.
went out with J.
he says im xiao yuan superstar.
lol.
great time tgt.
we ate carls junior.
and we like chatted for quite a while.
we decided to head boat quay.
and yea, guess what.
today damn suay alright.
wanted to watch movie, but that IRONMAN movie tics were all sold out.
only left with midnight shows.
wth.
and reason why?
tmrw's LABOUR DAY.
boat quay also another sian thing.
fuckin hell lot of ppeople in every pubs.
like omg + wtf.
cant chill, cant sing.
sadded :(

havent met him for 3 days.
he didnt wanted to meet me.
i also didnt.
dontknow whats happenin to us.
but nayway, i decided to take it slowly and lightly.
not that im not giving a dammn to him or whatsoever.
im just taking it naturally.
i wont force him or disturb.
after LMS lesson on fri,
the lecture was damn powerful as in what the lecturer said was all relevant in my life.
i sort it all out.
she told us life's not all abt putting your mind set on one.
to be a successful individual, we have to refram our life.
refram is to reorganise your life.
do whats best for you.
love yourself, treasure yourself, make yourself feel happy and cheerful everyday, before you can even makes others happier.
i agree .
so ive decide not to think abt things that make me down and depressed.
hail to better life!!

sorry.
havent been blogging for long.
rather lethargic lately ehee
dont blame me.
its been eventful lately!
2 days ago, on friday
went to LOLLIPOP @ MOS
damn fun.
hah. meiyi was goddamit HIGH!
she's like OMG+WTH!
twins, dannie, dannie's friend was there too!
oh yea, i get to know this person from muay thai too.
aahha algin ure buddy
he suggested i shld join kickboxing rather than canoeing. lol
and yea, meiyi's sportcamp ppl was interestin!
after mos went poparaazzy(dunnoe how to spell)
nic, weiyi and zhan hao was there too.
meiyi, your my dance partner (;

im in BLAW lecture now.
the lecturer is now like repairing his microphone or smthg.
hope its mic will never be repaired.
im bored
ive got jap lang later.
sian.
ill blog tonight.
see ya

ISNT HE HAWT!??!!

OH MAN

oh hey.
another boring sunday.
im staying at home studying.
i need to revise on what ive learnt.
esp POA.
i dont even get a single think into my brain while the lecturer is talking.
she's like blah blah blah all the way.
and im yaking yakin yaking all the way.
hah.
who cares.
it like im in lecture for fuck.
no dumb teachers care.
and i even webcam-ed people. ahah
im loving poly !!

ZZZZ omG
GOING BONKERS
TO CHOOSE BETWEEN LATIN WHICH IS DANCESPORT OR NRA WHICH IS HIPHOP
HELP
HELP HELP
IM IN LOVE WITH BOTH
I LIKE HIPHOP MUCH MORE.
BUT I LIKE LATIN TOO.
ITS LIKE ABLE TO BE MORE FEMININE.
WHICH IM DEFINTELY NOT LIKE ONE NOW.
COMMENTS PLEASE PEOPLE
HAHA
THANKS THO.

awesome ah shinyi.
AWESOME
because me and my great idea or plan i came up with,
im suffering like shit right now.
GRRRR
i had to carry piles of books and this laptop from lectures to lectures
its fuckin heavy okay.
im takin a cab back.
I DONT CARE

alright

titans!!

some guys left, so only left with a few ppl.

sad

they are kind of organsing some seoul garden this comin friday

dont know if im going.

damn packed hectic life alright.

anw im thinkin of you right now ((:

feeling so crappy now lah.
i practically joined 7 ccas for fuck.
1)nra
2)dancesport
3)kick boxing
4)music composing club
5)canoeing
6)skating
7)squash
im mad.
yeah i mad
i was too impulsive lah
i wannnted to learn everything i could.
i wanna experience every cca that is provided in np.
but sadly, ive go no time.
and ive actually signed up for japanese lessons too!
omg.
how on earth am i supposed to manage my time wisely.
studies,cca, languages,gym,love life.
god.
im gonna sort it out now.

tmrw
i have to be in school at 11.
meeting bernice and samuel i think
should be meeting my dad after that to get new HP!
hehe
okay lar.
bye

okay.
camp's over
kinda miss.
here is one of the pictures took.
other pics ive not received it from my friends.
haha.
stay tuned.
TEEN TITANS 4 ROCK!!

SAY YO!

SAY YO BABY YO BABY YO

I miss 4e6

I miss 2e6

i feel abit constipated now
oh god.
today's camp world tour at np sucks.
but kinda rewarding tho.
saw many activities and ccas.
pretty amazing.
i thought of joinin the gym for my sports and wellness.
but also kinda of usless coz i alr sign up for california fitness.
well, il see abt that
made a friend there.
oh yes smthg i forgot to say
in my camp grp,
most of the ppl are like from pretty gggoooood schools like CHIJ,st marg, mediotist(dunnoe how to spell it for fuck)
aiya. feel so stupid there.
but come to think of it,
actually i shldnt feel dumb
coz, EVENTUALLY, you people are still in BUSINESS STUDIES, same as me right.
so i bet ur Olevel agg not that good also.
haha.
okay la. not that mean la.
im just comforting myself.
so we had ice-breaker games.
heng sia.
i didnt do the forefit.
muhaha
after games headed to the convention hall.
performances one after another.
pretty awesome.
better than KR.
ok so the end.

and yeah.
i feel fat
as i said i feel constipated too.
like what the hell
feel like diggin all the shit out man.
tml another long day.
from 8-6.
nono.
8-10pm.
going gym after np.
hehe
coz i feel fat!

seriously bitch,
i miss you.
though for what you did to me, im kinda sad.
last night i dreamt abt you.
the times we had together.
siimply awesome man
i rmb when i was in your hse.
you actually really cared for me alot.
you gave me blanket when i was sleeping.
you made me feel comfortable.
i was touched.
i know you love me that time.
you told me you dont wanna lose me.
i reqally regret treating you that way
i wan us to last.
but now, you initiated.
i dont know what should i do now.
sobs.

Its fuckin' irritating.
i'ma overwhelmed by this feeling.
boy, you're all over my mind including ma ass.
I MISS YOU
i wanna meet you NOW!
i could just die right now.

i know i wont be there with him after poly starts.
he sent me his timetable.
i compared it between mine.
most of the days we cant meet at all
i felt like shit,
i suddenly felt we wont last.
coz i believe the number of hours and time spend together affects a r/s greatly.
it really does.
stupid unecessary misunderstandings arises.
lack of communication
lack of love and secure.
love will fade.
not straight away, but slowly.
you might not realise it , however u can feel that u arent caring and expecting much from him than last time.
aiya,
i feel that im crappin again
emo like hell
stop.
i have to stop.
whatever has to happen will happen.
i will try as much to sustain this r/s
because i truthfully love him.

im fukin lazy recently.

omg.

do you know i sat infront of my com from i wake up till now which is like 8pm now.

and what have i done?

nothing!!

absolutely nothing.

omfg.

i know i should not be overreacting over this.

but i just cant believe it.

i played viwawa, friendster and watched hana kimi in youtubbe again.

its super funny

jiro is the funniest.

ella's impression can make me roll over the floor laughing.

ahhahahahahaha

seriously, its time for me to wake up alr.

a couple of days later, school is starting.

i have to be independent.

most of my friends are not in the same course as me.

i have to do things myself.

shinyi. please wake up bah.