I cant think right now..
many things up in my head.
I cant go on..
This is crap, really

Quoted " If you really love your man then you should not jeopardize his happiness. you want him to be happy" "You have to let him go out. If he doesn’t come back to you, then he wasn’t good enough for you and not worth your time anyway"

I want hug hugs

I dont understand why the fuck are there still suck pervertic people on earth. Fucking knn old faggot

I'm sorry, I really didn't mean it..

it's May and soon to be June.
Time flies and i'm back in school haha.
Things changed and it's been going on pretty well.
Will update soon!

Fuck you/ him

I'm neglected.

F M L

I'm not;
Rich,
Pretty,
Skinny enough.

Feeling like crappp &
arghh

I wanna run away, can I ?



:(

Soooo tired.

i'm caught in the middle of this dysfunction...

sooooo yeah,
received a call from mom that she havent made any arrangements for the overseas thingy,
she wanted me to think THRICE.
I'm really in a dilemma :(
Shld continue in SG or study abroad?
Is it really the best way out?
Or am i just running away?
Its so depressing.
I dont wanna leave my friends and close ones.
Howwwww.....

and for other aspects in life,
it's equally depressing.
i realise im so fucking ugly and short and fat.
didnt eat for 2 days still so fat like a pork pig, seriously

and dont understand whats up with his cold shoulder and mind fucking things..
anyways indirectly, everything ended like with a text?

wow

Disappeared from my blog for quite awhile.
Reccently so much changes in my life..
Came down to a final conclusion..
Decided to leave SG ..
Everyone kinda agreed to it and yeah currently processing the bookings and arrangements..
Been thinking and sorting out alot,
guess it will be the best way?
Gonna wait for mommy to get back from Nepal and i'll leave soon after.
Sooooo i guess all the best for the rest in SG, my pals, buddies, everyone.
Love you all.

Will blog again (:

Actually all those "Yes/No, Hi/Bye, How's life" conversations are telling me a lot...

Understood the message youre trying to convey.
Thanks

Just blog hopped around..
Set me thinking about some stuffs..
Is it me or is it normal that couples spend almost every day of their time with their partner.
I just feel abit weird or i shall say wrong to see each other everyday?
I used to meet my guy everyday sort-of-thing..
But things turned sour and made us argue a lot.
Slowly meetings went from 7 days/per week to .... thrice or twice/per week?
Worst till once a week so it's 4 times/month.
And this thing goes on for few months plus minus..
Starting to feeel normal not meeting up as often as the rest do...
Well, what does this mean?
Really don't know...
Is it because we dont bother anymore or just let it be?


Texts and calls less often..
Contents of texts are very vague..
Like: where r u, what are u doing, etc
Seldom got to hear his voice on the phone.
Once in a blue moon?
Or in need of urgent decisions or stuffs like that.
Oh wells, just random thoughts..
Maybe diferent couples do things differently?



What else do i have to do?