Tuesday, November 13

The best relationship is when you can completely act yourself and they can still love you for who you are. #twitter
 
Thumbs up baby

Too young

read thrg posts that i wrote over the years.
didnt thought i was so immature in the past.
i realised as i grow older, thoughts and words tend to decline. prolly due to privacy or i just dont wanna open up to anyone
everyone just cant be trusted
well things took a change recently...
am glad i have someone whom i can talk to with
but on a negative note, i really do expect a lot now somehow..
be it on myself or others.
cant seem to tolerate it..
sigh

been busy with day outs, projects, meetings, bdaes and family...
hope this year ends well, coz really had a rough beginning this year
i am glad i have buddies who can almost sacrifice themselves for me. iloveyouall.

sooooo pweeeetie (:

Sunday, November 11


The reason behind your smile wasnt me..

Tuesday, October 30

Tuesday, October 16

cant wait for halloween

this year's halloween gonna be so amazing (:















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Thursday, October 4

Why do people have to go one big round before they know who their love is?

Tuesday, October 2

to someone whom i used to share so much memories with



I'm leaving. We have been in this love circle for quite awhile. Even after you found someone new, you told me part of you still misses me. I think we both should know that feelings are still lingering between us. From the start till now you never really sort out your feelings between me and her. Just like what i've said, I dont wanna wait anymore, therefore it will do us good to walk separate ways. Being away from each other will allow us to see how important we are to each other. If we both feel the same way, it'll mean that we meant the most to each other. If it doesn't, I guess we were never meant to be.


Tuesday, August 14

i'm sorry


I wonder how many episodes of disappointment does it take for one to come to any sort of sublime conclusion. I don’t think many questions in life can be answered but we still seek them anyway. Just like when to forgive and move on, or when to give up and realize, it all depends on our cognitive abilities.




Monday, August 6

We picked up where we left off

Friday, July 13

a better me

It’s a little bit horrifying just how quickly everything can fall to crap. Sometimes, it takes a huge loss to remind you of what you care about the most. Sometimes, you find yourself becoming stronger as a result. Wiser, better equipped to deal with the next disaster that comes along... Whatever it is... if happy ever after did exist, I would still be holding you like before. but all those fairy tales are full of shit. One more fucking love song i'll be sick...


Maybe you're right.. Someday, someone will come into your life and make you realize why it never worked out with anyone else.



Wednesday, June 27

It was such a good feeling :)
Over the weekends couszzie flew over from Melbourne! 
Went K twice last week!


Wednesday, June 20

You taught me that love is more than just an impulsive desire, but a large responsibility; not an instantaneous commitment. I’ve learnt not to claim love to anything/anyone unless I have the capacity to. I blame myself for faulting and committing a mistake of making a commitment to you instantly instead of thinking about it. Logic over influence or heart; I should not have put you through this, and put myself through all this guilt. I hope you find a better owner than me. Love you always Prince. x





Wednesday, May 30

Thursday, May 17

I don’t have to explain or make you comprehend my understanding of love. I have been through more than you can dream of, and its much more than idolic crushes or teenage dreams; more than 18-year old summer romances, more than possessiveness or obsession or whatever young fairytale-thing you can imagine. I have been cold, been hot, have fallen, been broken, have quarrelled, have patched, have gone through years of commitment, have cried rivers of tears, have been utterly heartless, have gone through sufficient to make me know what i want and what i don’t. I don’t have to explain to anyone or anybody what my understanding of love is. But what i can tell you, its love doesnt come in a second, it doesnt come in a day. at least my love doesnt. a relationship can, a crush can. but none of these words equate to love. So please dont hang it by your lips as though your comprehension of it is deeper, and undermine mine with a twisted comprehension of yours.

I’ll tell you what love is: its a lot of tears, and a lot of wait. a lot of feelings, and sacrifices. it works through distances and works through time. its a commitment and a responsibility; a friend a lover a sibling a partner you want to commit to for the rest of your life. that is love. and if your childish connotation of love is nothing but a word on your lips, please dont say a thing. because i’m surprised at your childlike thoughts.

I WISH HIM ALL THE BEST WITH HIS NEW GIRL

Sunday, January 22

劉若英: 我很好

First song post of 2012.

沙发上睡着
孤单冷醒的破晓
冷的面条热的泪痕
啤酒在苦笑
当时的煎熬
当时的心痛如绞
天终于亮了
遗憾终于退潮
终于能够恨不再疯
泪不再掉心不跑
一定会有一个人
一段新的美好

谁让我拥抱
谁让我再一次心跳
就算爱情让我再次的跌倒
伤痕也要是一种骄傲
谁让我拥抱
谁让我疯狂的心跳
就算明天整个城市要倾倒
也让我爱到最后一秒

丢掉电影票
删掉信件跟合照
洗了床单剪了头发
清空了烦恼
恨可以很小
小到眼泪能冲掉
我现在很好
可以重新起跑
终于能够恨不再疯
泪不再掉心不跑
一定会有一个人
一段新的美好

地铁涌出了人潮
幸福涌出了预兆我会
找回当初对爱天真的霸道