Thursday, February 28


Im that cheerful 2 years back
well. i saw him today.
i just dont fuckin know why
my heart aches.
unbearable.

when to watch THE EYE
jessica alba is hot
real hot
just dont feel like blogging lah
this is mothersucha random i know.
my mood now is like...................
arg.

im in fault.
ITS ALL MY FAULT.
SO MANY DUMB THINGS HAPPENED TODAY.
FUCK YOU ALL.

Sunday, February 24

great.
i havent eat for the whole day.
lazy to even move my bum. wtf
im like so fuckin lifeless now lah.
wth.
all i do is sleep, use the com, shit.
omg.
cant imagine myself being like this too.
i guess im skipping dinner too.
dad, sis and mom are all busy.
it looks like the world is fucking busy with their own stuuffs, besides me lah.
so annoying lor.
all that i can venge out on is my fuckin blog.
type my feelings out.
hoiw lame.
i need a _______
i need to unwind.
i need to fuck.

Saturday, February 23

We broke up.
yes. i initiate.
i wont be calling him or whatsoever.
this time is real.
go and get other girls.
i wont be crying.
actually we get into other school even better.
we wont get to see each other.
you can find a new gf there, and i wont fucking know.
live your own FREEDOM life since you wanted it SOSO much yea.
i wont be interferring.
BYE YOU
and please throw all memories.
you dont need it anymore.
im for real
this is sick alright
i received a msg from him
saying, tml we go gym ourself k.
oh man.
i know one should be fuckin independent.
i just dont know why.
Song playing:
Waiting for you-Anson hu yan bing
i dont see any need for you to compromise me.
if you HATE the way i treat you.
then fine.
dont stick with me.
if you insist on saying that i didnt fuckin give you any breathing space, then go against me lah.
go out with ALL your friends and buddies lor.
laugh till you drop with them lah.
joke ard lame stuffs lah.
anyway to you, without me around you is a bless.
i'm fierce, demanding, paranoid.
i am like this.
if being with me you feel uneasy or whatever.
i cant help it.
we rather be friends.
i dont have to worry whether who are you with.
i dont have to worry why didnt you call or msg me.
i dont have to even think abt you, because it cause pain to me.
i know what you are thinking seriously.
you dont want me to go gym with you, i wont anymore.
go and find your gym buddy.
he/she will motivate you to become bodybuilder
by then you can kick me aside because he/she lead you to success. Not me.
i dont mind anyway.
life is like this. ive prepared myself for the worst to come.
even if one day you leave me, you reason is because we arent suitable, i wont blame you.
i can choose to not even care everything to do.
i can choose not to even meet you.
i can choose to not patch with you when we FIRST break.
i can choose the destiny for what we are today.
but why didnt we end off that soon?
because i love you like fuck.


Friday, February 22

sometimes things are just meant not to be shared.
once you share it with people, it isnt an secret anymore.
Recently, i have this weird premonition that things will happen again.
i loathe it.
including my love life.
my relationship with him stinks now.
whenever we meet up with each other we often argue.
we had clashes here and there.
absolutely nothing we both see eye to eye at.
this left me wondering are we appropriate together.
he came online just for like 10 min and then went off.
i called him to ask why he went off so fast and i want him to read my blog.
he answered, crazy, you want me to wait for you to update your blog?
okay. i know this maybe be normal for average people to say.
but he's so much diff from others.
do you even least know that i felt so so awful.
i think you are oversensitive/touchy lately.
u get pissed even by stupid stuffs,
i dont think i understand you anymore.
please un-break my heart.
i know truely if your heart is with me or not.
if one day, your heart isnt with me anymore,
just speak out.
i dont like being kept in the dark.
whatever it is, i'll accept.

Wednesday, February 20

hi.
okay.
alot to post ah.
chill.
firstly.
Business studies, ngee ann
yep, got into that course.
carina and glenn is in there too!
how great.
algin faster come over my course!!
we can eat in sch.
go to sch.
study in sch.
we can help each other in studies.
how blessed!

recently things didnt went the way i want.
pathetic and dishearted.
nevermind. i'll get it over soon.
been heading to gym occasionally.
ive train my torso muscles and abs.
really hope it will pop out soon. lol
despite my love for food. hur.
CALFORINA FITNESS'S steam bath is magnificent.
i was inhaling steams instead.
once i got so STEAM-ED UP, i felt giddy when i left the room.
my entire face was red.
the blood vessels expanded and i felt so hot up my head.
haha. cool eh.

i think im fuckin poor lately.
uhm not THINK. its the FACT instead.
oh my.
guess what.
i spend my money mainly on food.
what the hell yea.
why money is never enough for me to spend.
i need money to buy things and alot of things!!
haah.
and pay off LOAN SHARKS@


1) pay $1200 for my braces. (parents settle, but must remind them.)
2) pay $1399 for my gym. (uncle settle, need chase him down to town)
3) buy another lap top-$2000
4) buy crumpler lap top bag-$40
5) buy nice running shoes-$120
6) buy adidas or pulloutbear jacket-$150
7) buy leftfoot shoes.-$120
8) buy webcam.$100
9) buy printer ink.$60
10) buy clothes-$200

roughly count i guess it would be $2800 plus?
oh my .
where to even find A THOUSAND???
not including my braces and gym.
all these ten items are all spend on me.
so accurately, it shld be SIX THOUSAND PLUS.
i think i shld consider robbing the bank tonight?
or kidnap a rich man son.
HOW GREAT!
haha


Saturday, February 16

Went BREATHLESS yesterday.
haha.
nothing much to say.
oh yes.
i've register for california fitness alr!!
yeah.
i shld be heading to gym like daily?
cool eh.

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Thursday, February 14

TATA.
PINK ROCKS



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Wednesday, February 13

Feb 14 2008.
V alentine!!

im going out soon.
right.
ytd i had terrible stomach ache like fuck.
my stomach's dead.
so dead.
i drool whenever i see food lah.
then i keep eating and eating.
till i get b loated and bloated.
finally i explode.
haha.
what a post.
anw, im bored.

Monday, February 11

My braces are leaving me with no peace!
Chinese new year is so called over to me.
haha.
i think ive grown fatter two kilos.
i need to exercise.
i thought of going to sign up for california fitness.
but dont know if my parents allow.
i wan to have a HOT cum FIT body.
with nice tonned abs.
like J.LO or Fergie or COCO LEE
WAHHH
ahah.
uhm. it needs determination and perservance
aiya.
oh yea.
i wan to learn all sports!!
and atleast one music instrument.
eg like, piano or violin.
like that i'll be perfect lah!

first, intelligent
second, charming
third, rich
fouth, hot
fifth, humorous
sixth, sexy
seventh, musically inclined
eighth, able to dance hip
ninth, good sense of dressing.
tenth, CARING!!
HAHAHAHAHAH.
good catch eh!
i think im too thick-skinned.
saying myself perfect. like shit.
nvm. hehe.
actually i think i have long way to go inorder to be perfect.
sobs..
nvm. i'll improve. yay.

ok. list of sports worldwide.
uhmm..
which should i specalise in??

Air sports
Aerobatics
Aerials
Ballooning
BASE jumping
Hang gliding
Parachuting
Paragliding
Red Bull Air Race
Wingsuit flying
Sky diving
Bungee jumping
Parasailing

[edit] Animal sports
Angling
Bull riding
Bull fighting
Dog sports: See List of dog sports
Camel racing
Elephant polo
Ferret legging
Hamster racing
Pigeon sport
Sport fishing
Surf fishing
Hunting
Horse racing
Steeplechase
Equestrianism
Thoroughbred racing
Western Pleasure
Harness racing
Pato
Polo
Chilean rodeo
Buzkashi
Dressage
Hunter-jumpers
Combined training
Equestrian vaulting
Rodeo
Rattlesnake Round-Up

[edit] Athletics (track and field)
Cross-Country
Jumping
Triple jump
Long jump
High jump
Pole vault
Gymnastics
Throwing
Discus
Hammer throw
Javelin
Atlatl
Shot put
Race walking
midget tossing

[edit] Boardsports
Sports that are played with some sort of board as the primary equipment.
Surfing
Windsurfing
Bodyboarding
Wakeboarding
Skurfing
Kneeboarding
Kiteboarding
Skimboarding
Riverboarding
Skateboarding
Streetboarding
Mountainboarding
Kite landboarding
Pineboarding
Rope boarding
Snowboarding
Snowskating
Snowkiting
Sandboarding
Skysurfing
Streetluge
Dirt surfing

[edit] Combat sports
Generally sports in which athletes fight or combat each other, usually one-on-one.
Adithada
Aikido
Akroteri Punching
American kickboxing
Arnis
Ashihara Karate Kaikan
Bafaquan
Baguazhang
Bajiquan
Bak Mei
Bando
Banshay
Battojutsu
Bokator
Bokhin Baridaan
Bothati
Boxing
Brazilian Jiu-Jitsu
Bujinkan
But Marma Atti
Borneo Silat
Buno
Catch wrestling
Capoeira
Chaquan
Chess boxing
Chow Gar
Choy Lay Fut
Cinco Teros
Dambe
Ditangquan
Dumog
Emeiquan
Enshin
Eskrima
Espada y Daga
Fanziquan
Fencing
Five Ancestors
Fujian White Crane
Fu Jow Pai
Full contact karate
Freestyle wrestling
Filipino martial arts
Gatka
Genbukan
Glima
Gongfu
Gouren
Hakko Ryu
Houquan
Hsing Yi
Hung Fut
Hung Gar
Iaido
Inbuan Wrestling
Japanese kickboxing
Jendo
Jinenkan
Jing Quan Do
Jojutsu
Jogo do Pau
Judo
Junta
Kabaddi
Kalarippayattu
Kali Sikaran
Karate
Kansuiryu Karate
Kempo
Kendo
Kenjutsu
Kenpo
Kenpo Kai
Khmer Boxing
Khmer Traditional Wrestling
Kickboxing
Kinomichi
Kombatan
Kuen-Do
Kung-fu
Kuntao
Kuresh
Kuttu Varisai
Kyokushin
Kyūdō
Lathi
Lau Gar
Liu Seong Kuntao
Liuhe Bafa
Lucha libre
Malyutham
Mei Hua Quan
Mian Quan
Mixed martial arts
Mongolian wrestling
Mukna
Muay Thai
Mukna
My Jong Law Horn
Naban
Nanbudo
Nanquan
Paochui
Pa Kua Chang
Pananjakman
Pehlwani
Pencak Silat
Piguaquan
Pradal Serey
Professional wrestling
Puroresu
Rough and Tumble
Silat
Sambo
Seidō juku
San Soo
Sanshou
Sarit Sarak
Savate
Schwingen
Shaolin Nam Pai Chuan
Shaolin Quan
Shastar Vidiya
Shidokan
Shindo Yoshin Ryu
Shinkendo
Shintaido
Shintai Do
Shoot Boxing
Shooto
Shorinji Kempo
Shuai Jiao
Shequan
Silat
Sindo
Sikaran
Ssirum
Sumo
Sword fighting
Suntukan
Taekwondo
Tae-Kyon
Tai Chi Chuan
Taido
Taijiquan
Taijutsu
Tang Soo Do (tangsudo)
Tantui
Tendo-Ryu
Thang-Ta
Tien Shan Pai
Tongbeiquan
Vajra Mushti (Vajra Mukti)
Varma Kalai
Wing Chun
Wrestling
Wado Ryu
Wing Chun
Wudangquan
Wushu
Xingyiquan
Yağlı güreş
Yau Kung Mun
Yawyan
Yingzhaoquan
Yiquan
Zui Quan
BT sporten

[edit] Court sports
Other than Racquet sports
American handball
Fives
Basketball
Netball
Volleyball
Handball
Soccer tennis

[edit] Cycling
Sports using bicycles or unicycles.
Artistic Cycling
Bicycle polo
BMX racing
Bobrun Cycling
Cyclo-cross
Mountain bicycling
Mountain unicycling
Road bicycle racing
Rickshaw Racing
Track cycling
Unicycle trials

[edit] Electronic Sports
Sports played with information technology and usually based on simulations:
Combat robot
Fantasy sport
Gaming
MMOG
Radio-Control
Simracing

[edit] Endurance sports
Cycling
Running
Ultramarathon
Swimming
Triathlon
Orienteering
Decathlon
Inline speed skating
Rowing
Wheelchair racing
Wood chopping
Razza Racing

[edit] Gymnastics
Artistic gymnastics
Cheerleading
Rhythmic gymnastics
Sports acrobatics
Tricking
Sports aerobics
Trampolining

[edit] Miscellaneous
Curling
Aggressive skating
Baton Twirling
Bommerang Throw
Bungee jumping
Canyoning
Casting
Competitive eating
Dance
egg and spoon race
Flying disc
Footbag (hacky sack)
Free running
Ga-ga
Geocaching
Golf
Haggis hurling
Kho kho
Lumberjack
Ringo
Rock climbing
Sport stacking
Tetherball
Three-legged race
sack race
Soap shoes
Speed Typing
Candle Making
Patball
Wallball
Winterguard
Broomball
Knotty
Shinty
Freestyle footbag

[edit] Motor vehicle racing
Auto racing
Auto Rickshaw Racing
Motorcycle racing
Karting
Speedway (track racing)
Drifting
Powerboating
Yachting
Off Road Driving

[edit] Multiple sports
Modern pentathlon
Triathlon

[edit] Racquet (or racket) sports
Sports where a player use a racquet (or racket) to hit a ball or other objects.
Badminton
Ball badminton
Bilbocatch
Frontenis
Jai-Alai
Matkot
Paddleball
Pelota
Pickleball
Platform tennis
Pington
Racquetball
Racquets
Racketlon
Rapid Ball
Real tennis
Soft tennis
Speedball
Speedminton
Squash
Squash tennis
Stické
Table tennis
Tennis
Tennis Polo
Xare

[edit] Radiosport
Amateur Radio Direction Finding
Contesting
High Speed Telegraphy

[edit] Skating sports
Artistic roller skating
Bandy
Bobrun Skating
Heelys
Ice hockey
Ice Skating
Inline speed skating
Inline hockey
Ringette
Rinkball
Rink hockey
Skateboarding
Freestyle slalom skating
Roller derby
Roller hockey
Roller skating
Roller speed skating
Short track speed skating
Skater hockey
Speed skating
Synchronized skating

[edit] Snowsports
Skiing
Alpine skiing
Freestyle skiing
Speed skiing
telemark skiing
Nordic skiing
Arcathlon
Biathlon
Cross country skiing
Nordic combined
Ski flying
Ski jumping
Telemark skiing
Ski touring
Skijoring
Skibob
Snowboarding
Boardercross
Freestyle snowboarding
Snowkiting
Snowshoeing

Sled sports
Bobsleigh
Luge
Skeleton
Toboggan

Strength sports
Sports mainly based on sheer power.
Arm Wrestling
Thumb wrestling
Bodybuilding
Powerlifting
Tug-o-war
Zourkhaneh

Table sports
Air hockey
Backgammon
Card games
Blackjack
Bridge
Poker
Rummy
Carrom
Crokinole
Novuss
Pichenotte
Pitchnut
Checkers (draughts)
Chess
Chinese Checkers
Connect Four
Cue sports
Carom billiards
Three-cushion
Five-pins
Balkline and straight rail
Cushion caroms
Four-ball (yotsudama)
Artistic billiards
several other variants
Pocket billiards (pool)
Eight-ball (and Blackball)
Nine-ball
Straight pool (14.1 continuous)
One-pocket
Three-ball
Seven-ball
Ten-ball
Rotation
Baseball pocket billiards
Cribbage (pool)
Bank pool
Artistic pool
Trick shot competition
Speed pool
Bowlliards
Chicago
Kelly pool
Cutthroat
Killer
Russian pyramid
many other variants
Snooker
Golf
Snooker plus
Hybrid carom–pocket games:
English billiards
Bottle pool
Cowboy
Obstacle variations
Bagatelle
Bar billiards
Bumper pool
many other (generally obsolete) variants
Dice
Draughts (checker)
Dominoes
Fifteen puzzle
Go
Go-Moku
Mancala
Mahjong (Taipei)
Monopoly
Morris
Payday
Reversi (Othello)
Shogi
Scrabble (and variants)
Speedcubing
Trading card games
Stratego
Subbuteo
Sudoku
Table football
Table Tennis
Table hockey
Ping Pong
Xiangqi

Target sports
Sports where the main objective is to hit a certain target.
Archery
Kyūdō
Duckpin bowling
Atlatl
Five-pin bowling
Billiards
Bar billiards
Bowls
Bowling Pin Shooting
Carambole billiard
Candlepin bowling
Pool
Snooker
Bocce
Boccia
Boules
Calva
Croquet
Curling
Darts
Gateball
Golf
Disc golf
Speed golf
Golfcross
Horseshoes (horseshoe throwing)
Knife throwing
Laser Tag
Lawn bowls
Marbles
Matball
Pall mall
Petanque
Paintball
Shooting
Skittles
Ten-pin bowling
Trugo
skittles
Skee ball
Pitch and putt

Team sports
Sports that involve teams.
American football
Kilikiti
Association Football (soccer)
Australian rules football
Ball Hockey
Bandy
Baseball
Basketball
Beach handball
Beach soccer
Beach rugby
Beach volleyball
Bossaball
Box / indoor lacrosse
Bowling
Basque pelota
Broomball
Camogie
Canadian football
Cricket
Curling
Dodgeball
Eton Wall Game
Field Hockey
Fistball
Floorball
Cubbies
Footballtennis
Footvolley
Frisian handball
Futsal
Gaelic football
Gaelic handball
Gateball
Goalball
Handball
Harrow Football
Hornussen
Horseshoe
Hurling
Indoor soccer
Ice Hockey
Inline hockey
Kabaddi
Kickball
Korfball
Lacrosse
Mesoamerican ballgame
NASCAR
Netball
Oina
Paintball
Pesäpallo
Petanque
Polo
Polocrosse
Ringette
Rinkball
Road hockey
Roller Hockey (Rink Hockey)
Rounders
Rowing
Royal Shrovetide Football
Rugby football
Rugby league football
Rugby union football
Sepak Takraw
Shinty
Skater hockey
Skittles
Slamball
Softball
Surfboat
Motorcycle speedway
Speedball
Spongee polo
Tennis Polo
Tennis
Tchoukball
Test cricket
Throwball
Ultimate football
Ultimate (Ultimate frisbee)
Underwater football
Underwater hockey
Underwater rugby
Volleyball
Viperball
Wallyball
Water polo
Wheelchair basketball
Wheelchair tennis
Wheelchair rugby
Wiffle ball
Rugby sevens
Six-man football
Flag football
Touch football
Twenty20

Water sports
Sports that are played in, on or near the water:
Air Chair
Aquabobbing
Aquatic Basketball
Aquatic Volleyball
Bodyboarding
Bodysurfing
Canoeing
Canoe Polo
Dragonboating
Free diving
Synchronized diving
Hydroplane racing
Jet-skiing
Kayaking
Kitesurfing
Paddling
Powerboating
Rafting
Rowing
Sailing
Scuba diving
Snorkeling
Surfing
Surf fishing
Swimming
Synchronized Swimming
Tubing
Underwater hockey
Wakeboarding
Wakeskating
Waterskiing
Water Polo
Wakesurfing
Yachting

Windsports
Sport which uses wind:
Iceboating
Land sailing
Windsurfing
Kitesurfing
Kite buggy
Kite fighting
Kite flying
Sailing
Flysailing



Wednesday, February 6

Alright people
ITS LUNAR NEW YEAR!!
CHEERS!!

GONG XI FAI CAI.
stay pretty and healthy!

just came back from my cousin's house.
woot.
tiring and bloated.
i stuff myself with plently of food lah.
especially abalone , veg and some HAI SENG thingy.
damn nice man.
eat tons of ferrero chocs and BA GUA.
of course not missing the new year goodies like,
love letters, pineapple tarts, nuts, blah.
whole family ate like for 3hrs?
lol. till 11 plus, we count down for new year!
damn happening sio.
we were like happy new year all the way!
hugging, throwing balloons, singing
ahhaha.
we even danced!!
after that we played majong!
ive improve alr ok.
i even know how to play with "TAIS" alr.
won abt 9 bucks?
lol.
as for blackjack, i lost.
haha.
for 'DAI DI' = "big two", i won like almost all rounds!
haha.
so much fun lah.
also, we sat ard and chatted.
i rmb one of my cousin hinted that im becoming prettier.
haha. i blushed.
my aunt asked me abt my Os.
i told her i scored average.
she looked at me with that 'are-you-sure' face.
ahha.
she said with my results i shld go JC.
its better for the future.
anw, who cares? lol

oh yea. one of my cousin enrolled into one of the world's top college!!
dunnoe wad name of the college is.
but its fucking good lah.
not average scores can allow you to enter.
you need to be tested physically and mentally before you can enter.
she's fucking smart man.
she can go to new york for that!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
so envious of her sia.
SOB.
but nvm.
long way for me!!
its 2.29 now.
exhausted.
tmrw going to visit ppl to get ang pow!
hehe.
BYE

Sunday, February 3

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