im bored.
dont know whether if tonight im going to countdown.
2008 is arriving so fuckin fast and 2007 is leaving.
it was a terrible and suffocating year for me, for those who know me, shld know what happened.
anw, it doeant matter.
whether is it intentional or not, i wouldnt care much.
O'levels was the major setback.
followed by the peer pressure ive got.
then by relationship.
really broke down once or twice durin this year.
luckily, caring teachers like mrs tan and mdm tsuei was there for me.
friends there to cheer me up.
haha. thinking back, it seems pretty amusing.

its the end of 2007, and it is also the end of my secondary school life.
Time really files.
im now going to embark on a new chapter of life.
whether is it interesting or dull i must endure.
no matter wad changes it caused to my life, i must admit to it.
Rmb when i was in sec 1
i joined dance and made new friends.
my first friend ive made was Zalikha.
she was damn shy i can say.
and she though i was from China WTF.
slowly, i get to know Giselle, Meiyi and ppl.
haha.
anw. my life in KR was unforgettable.
i hope the relationship i have in KR will nvr end. ((=
i love you ppl.

yo.

hehe.

im here to post some pictures.

i know my blog is petty mundane so far.
haah, alright.

im back from Genting.

with carina, jasmine, shijuan, qide, algin, may and me.

the weather was freezing cold for me.

in the day it was 16 degree celsius.

at night it was 13.

of course we went to the theme park to play.

i regretted i didnt sat for a ride.

i was shivering that night when all of them decided to play that.

the mist was coverin the top of the ride.

i couldnt even see the top lah.

sadly, i didnt dared to sit for it.

stupid luh.

aiya. anyway, didnt brought much from genting.

all the stuffs are like comparable to s;pore's

took tons of pictures. but most of them are in their camera.

haah.

but still i will post up some pic.

im exhausted today.
due to some sort of things.

anw. ytd just quarrelled with my dad.
i think i becoming more rebellious.
i shouted at my mom and said those unruly words.
i dont know wad is becoming of me.
perhaps ive grown up and that i have my own set of thinking and doesnt like them to interfer.
seriously, i think they should allow me to have my own privacy.
aiya. anyway, i guess they would be forgive me easily.

so this whole week i went OSCHOOL for the hiphop l open class.
pretty tiring hahah.
Its been fucking long since i excerise.
and the instructor , Daniel asked up to do some crunches and push-up.
woah, i tell u, its HELL for me. ahah.
but its worth it for my Abs. hehe
so after oschool, i went out with algin.
we roamed abt in cityhall and went TOY R US
we were damn lame alright. haha
i took some pics and video, i will post it online.
haha.
im watching THE HAUNTED SCHOOL now.
not in mood to blog. haha

hey. haha.

im here to post some pictures.

my birthday pictures!

yep.
yesterday was my birthday!
it was the most memorable birthday i ever had.
all thanks to ALGIN. hehe.
firstly, he brought me to marina square for a movie
then we roam around the mall.
he kept claiming that he had got surprise for me. haha
so we went orchard.
oh yea. btw,i missed out somthg.
he gave me a BOUQUET OF FLOWERS!!!
so sweet of him la.
though i know it doesnt cost much, but i know hhe had great effort in hiding his planns from me.
everything went out smoothly.
and yea. we went to PARAGON .
we dined at SUSHI TEI.
we ate quite alot. we're damn bloated.
erm, soft shell crab rock man.
the salmon fish with cream sauce was best.
also!! the UGNAI fish. AWW.
hehe.
after eating, algin made calls to his bro.
i dont know wad arre they up to but i know it shld be a pleasant surprise for me
thus we went back to his hse.
his hse wad DARK;
he lead me into his room and thats when he open his door....
TADA...a big HEART SHAPE formed by light sticks. hhahahahah
IT WAS AMAZING I SWEAR
i cried out lah.
damn creative of him and thoughtfull.
i love him man .
i think i post the pic tml.
then he closed my eyes and took smthg from the cupboard
it was the PUZZLE i said it was nice.
hahah.
he rmb wad i said!!!!
OMFG.
yep, also he brought me 4 cakes.haaha
ii think its all abt bah.
blog next time.]
very hungry now.

Sup. i'm back
HK was damn fun
bought hell lot of clothes
the weather was damn cold
but better than s'pore
brought $1000 to HK end up spending all
imagine how much i bought
anw, HK is indeed a very good place to shop
bought a boots for 60 bucks
cheap right?!
i'll post the pictures next time

I seriously dont know what had become of us.
i am blogging this out because i feel so frustrated.
no one is able to pity me.
i love him. yes, i do.
but, sometimes love just turn out another way,which is jealousy.
omg.
i care for him. he mistreat it as a threat,
and claims that i dont trust him.
he just doesnt understand that i really understand and trust him.
just one concern question of what are you doing, seemed demanding for him to answer.
i dont know. i simply dont know what to do.
i drop dead walking home at the end of the day,not due to tiredness, is due to misunderstandings we have.
i guess no one can help us out.
i guess i have no more energy to quarrel with you anymore.
i guess i have to start avoiding you.
i hate facing this.
perhaps i'll take the time when i leave SPORE to HK to think about our relationship.

im wondering if im being betrayed sometimes.
one minute a friend, the other an enemy.
wtf is with the world.

aiya. dont care lah.,
im just too lazy to blog. BYE

BLEED IT OUT

Right. now im damn bored okay.

waiting for someone is such a torture.

damn.

i think my blog is becoming uninteresting.

in fact my life is uber boring.

seriously cant take it.

no jobs for me, no camera.

fuck.

might as well be dead.

anw. XIAO ZHU's concert is coming.

expecting something pleasant from his concert haha.

should i go PLUSH on tues?

uhm. im not 16 yet!!

hah.

i feel like dying now.
he is treating me that way.
i cant take it anymore.
i have no security at all.
why cant he just understand.
he shld be the one that know me the best, yet he did those to me.
why?
i dont think i'm that ridiculous.
im just asing him where he is.
yet he though i'm suspecting him. wtf.
i seriously hate him already.
all this months i've been enduring.
now, i cannot hold it any further.
you wan freedom yea? I"LL GIVE YOU ALL.AAAALLLLL.
i just take it i have never know u
u make me hate u so deeply without any qualms.
maybe your perpective of relationsip is diff from me.
i need security. u dont.
i neeed to kmnow your whereabouts.
nvm.
YOU CAN GO ANYWHERE YOU LIKE.

What can be more devastating than being hurt by your loved ones?

yesterday was awesome alright.
went sentosa. took some train into sentosa.
and enter tanjong beach.
it was running like cats and dogs.
the wind was like hurridcane.
its like whenever the wind blow passes, you'll get goosebumps!
haha.
anw, luckily the rain did stopped.
and we swam in the water.
we saw couples kissing hugging, and we did that too. opps.
haah. also we ate superdog. pretty nice.
later dont know if i should redo my hair.
need to go all the way to paya lebar. wtf.
SEE FIRST LOR>

our class party is cancelled. damn it.
some people dont want go, some not prepared.
whatever man.
anyway, im still considering whether should i go OSCHOOL today for its hip hop course.
and also. my sister just found out a new fahrenheit movie. (X-family). hahah go watch it, its dam funny lar.

new skin please comment!

it has been a hectic week.
went over to cousin house to stay for few days.
my sister birthday is just over.
had a wedding dinner yesterday.
OH yes, went OSCHOOL for their reggae lesson.
the instructor is damn good.
and the moves are sleek and sexy. haha.
pretty tiring though.

and yep. i need to get a camera ASAP.
im gonna shoot and film my daily life down.
i need to do so much things, yet money is so limited.
i want to work.
but not as sale assistance or promoter, all these doesnt earn me big bucks.
perhaps giving tuition for secondary or primary students.
but only math or science (bio or chem)
NOT LANGUAGE. hhaha. i suck at it.
going to give tuition ASAP TOO.

TODAY.
had my manicure done. only 5 dollars. cheap right.
those who know me should know why.
i'll post pictures on my nails ASAP.
wanted to bleach my hair,
but my mother said she's broke after i had my extensions.
hahah. thats the main reason why i shld start working like now.
oh yes. i think i;m playing MAPLE and AUDITION again.
catch me around. ((=

coming up next week is MISS LIANG's wedding on the thursday.
hahah. finally able to see her wearing her 'WHITE COSTUME'.
miss liang we all love you. rock on with ur life.

i'll blog later.someone's nagging like wtf.

i finally know how someone can commit sucide over love.
now i had a taste of it.
i hate being ignored.
yet i love him.
why cant love be beautiful?
have you heard the story of the matchstick girl?
its like me waiting for someone to buy those sticks
even until winter came, no one come and buy.
for survival she light up sticks by sticks for warmth
when all mathchsticks are used up, still no one bother her and she finally died.
i am like the girl waiting for him to show me the least care that he can give. i waited and waited, lastly, my heart towards him dies.
OMFG. he screwed up my life

i did my hair extension today. hahaha.
it took me one hour.
initially it looks rather weird, but slowly it looks really pretty.
girls, you ppl shld give it a try as long as you dont find it a burden.
pictures.

STUPID HIM

SEOUL GARDEN!!!