Sunday, November 30

Bitchhes should just F themselves and die.
Yea, especially you.
sucker.
make me feel Fcking guilty for nothing.
still make it sound as though i ruin your life.
haha damn funny uh.
hello?
look at yourself bitch.
you're no where near my standard.
i dont care if this sentence seems super rude or Fuck.
i dont give a fuck coz u dun worth my sympathy.
i felt a sudden gush of stupidity within me
fancy feeling sorry for you.
actually, im the fool.
desperate ass. come and lick my pusssy lah knn.
out of love= fuck ard with guys?
hahha, you suck at living man sseriously.
get a life lah hello.
by doing this you're simply destoring your image
but do u know no one even cares?
getting drunk EVERYDAY very COOL AND SHUANG eh?
ahah want attention say lah fuck.
but sorrry nei ni nei nei boo boo.

and you think lies can be covered up?
haha, wrong wrong.
what you did is normal.
just that now ure doing this to me, so its sinful.
i dont care who you approach when youre down.
and i dont care what you do.
coz i'll rmb it.
you wanna play?
lets begin then.
losers dig out eyes.
winners gain everything you want.

and yeah, before it begins,
rmb, your opponent is me,
LSY. thanks.
辛福是要自己争取的。

Thursday, November 27

Rest in peace, Grandma.

perhaps only in heaven, can take away all your sufferings.
you will always be my one and only beloved grandmother.
I Love You.

Sunday, November 23

1. Do you have secrets?
>Definitely

2. Would you fall in love with a guy younger than you?
>I had. but it wasnt great.

3. Do you enjoy going to sch?
>Depends on mood

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
>Travel the world

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend's stead?
>If i have feelings for him? but i wont disclose to the world.

6. If you have to choose one person between ur boyfriend & best friend, who will you choose?
>both. perhaps boyfriend?

7. List out your 20 favourite songs:
>how about one fav song of the week?
(Keyshia Cole-falling out)

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
>I will wait or just forget him.

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
>Not really.

What makes you angry?
>too much to be mentioned.

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
>Normal, Average women

12. Who is currently the most important people to you?
>My mom

13. What is the most important thing in life?
>Happiness. Health

14. What is more important? Family or Career?
>Family

15. What is your favourite colour?
>Red

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
>I will.

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
>Someone i have more feelings with. it doesnt matter if he doesnt love me as much, as long as i love him, i'm satisfied.

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
>Well, it depends yea.
DESPERATE F U C K.
ALL OF THEM ARE SO F U C K I N G UGLY.
I THINK YOUR TASTE K N S.
POA test tmrw!
crap!
nvm. im determined to study.

you dont even fit to be my friend.
i need a break

Saturday, November 22

My Grandma passed away few days back.
I wasnt too shocked when i recieved this news,
because all of us know what her condition is at now.
Heard from my cousin, my grandma was sufffering in the hospital few days back before she passed away.
i was there/
i cried when i see her like this.
she said ' wo hen tong. wo hen tong, rang wo si bah, huo she hen xi ku'
i cant believe she said this.
i really love my grandma alot.
she treats me very well, teaches and told me whats life all abt.
she taught me moral in life and how human beings are.
she told me, there's only one person that you can trust, that person is urself.
no matter right or wrong, only me myself faces up to what ive decided, no one elses.
even though she's far away from me now, she will also be in my heart.
her words her love her care and concern will nvr leave me.
she will be remembered in my rest of my life
I LOVE YOU, GRANDMA.
is it so difficult to please someone?

I STILL BELIEVE- MARIAH CAREY


Miscellaneous
I Still Believe
No no Yeah yeah
You look in my eyes
And I get emotional
Inside I know it's crazy but
You still can touch my heart
And after all this time
You'd think that I Wouldn't feel the same
But time melts into nothing
And nothing's changed I still believe, someday you and me
Will find ourselves in love again
I had a dream, someday you and me
Will find ourselves in love again
Each day of my life I'm filled with all the joy I could find
You know that I am not the desperate type
If there's one spark of hope left in my grasp
I'll hold it with both hands
It's worth the risk of burning
To have a second chance
No, no, no, no, no, nooo I need you baby
I still believe that we can be together
Ooooohoh no no nooo
If we believe that true love never has to end
Then we must know that we will love again
Mmmh Ooooohoh I still believe, someday you and me
Will find ourselves in love again
Oh baby, yeah yeah I had a dream, you and me
Will find ourselves in love Again
(I still believe) Oh baby I do
(Someday you and me) Just give me one more time
And love Again I had a dream, someday you and me
Will find ourselves in love Again



oh yeah.
saw Glenn at mrt that time.
took a quick pic with him and his WONDERFUL, LAARGE ORANGY SPEC
haha/
take care friend.
I'm back.
School sucks.
i really dont know why i'm so pessimistic in life.
hah.
anw, had hiphop lessons last friday.
managed to learn lots stuffs(:
howere, i realised im slowly losing passion for dance.
i guess im loving lyical hiphop more.
had girls talk in school.
heard diff r/s stories from friends.
some said, love had changed.
some said, love hurts.
some said, they feel fortunate being in love.
so which category do i stand?
Orchard Trip.

Wednesday, November 19


Cam-whorred in school lecture.
was half dead in MIEC lecture.
erm, i did pay attention for the first hour, but after an hour,
i slept the way thrg.
damn damn damn.
i hope i will pass miec this sem.
PRAY HARD UH!


































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Tuesday, November 18

i dont understand
i dont understand
what are you trying to say.
arghh
nothing has been going my way.
studies- cant catch up.
health- worsen, puking and lost of appetite.
family- lost contact

maybe i deserve this i dont know.
2008 is leaving,
im growing older.
a lot of things happened this yr.
it seems like im dreadin for this big day of mine.
nothing special, nothing meaningful.
:(

Sunday, November 16

wooo babyy
ive got pictures from yian ping's blog!
we're in school playing taboo and monopoly!
stupid teacher lah. on MC, didnt inform us
made me cab to school for nothing.
sigh
picturessssss.


monopoly!
wendy giving out money, me countng
hehe, money money come come!!

i dont know why i'd open my mouth! LOLwe are rich kids!!talking and talking lolTABOO! PEACE!!

Wednesday, November 12

The more i see, my heart aches.
Why do u have to become like this?
images of you kept forming on my mind.
do you know, do you understand?
i bet you dont.
i know i have no right to say anything.
i kept back my tears
and memories of us are still strongly attached at the back of my head.
but, is yours?
moving on seems toughier than said.
but, i'll have no regrets,
因为我爱过你深深的。

谢谢你曾让我爱过,
再勇敢的站着,
面对你的时后,
我不会舍不得。

last few days, didnt slept well.
slept at 7am wake up at 3 or 4am.
tmrw is gonna be a long day man.
9am-4pm.
urg.
toolazy to blog now.
be right back.

Monday, November 3

Our R/S was rather on the rocks recently.
friends of yours and mine caused indirect harm and criticism to us.
but in my heart i know where they stand.
ive got my wrongdoings and you've got.
i wanna change them.
of course, there is one person that i will have guilty towards forever.
since we are like this now, then let bygones be bygones.
and for JEFF, your friends who doesnt have any single bit of right to criticise you,
ScReW tHeM !
they might say their mouth belongs to them, so they have every right to speak what they want.
and you'll just have to say, i have the authority to live MY life, so i dont go fuckin around with ya' all. they all gotnoshameatall. dumbshit











Sunday, November 2

This year's Halloween party isnt that great.
celebrated at zouk.
went to met glenn and his friend at there.
the queue was damn long.
costumes this yr wasnt tthat fantastic i think.
met up sophia and maple to get the id.
cut queue and managed to get in, in no time.
didnt get into phuture.
music kinda sucky. dont like it and irritating.
but managed to find fun within ourselves.
tics was ex. 28 for ladies.
god.

Sian, tmrw there's school.
hate poa.
wanna quit school!

Saturday, November 1




Halloween @ Zouk!