You promised me you will come back safety.

yes you did.

You sent me the last text saying you will love me everyday

and will see me very soon when youre back.

But you didnt..

You came back a changed person......

I wanted to tell you, how much i missed you when you're away.

But why for???

You were having fun..

Real fun..

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Spongebob(You): What will you do when i'm away?

Patrick(Me): Wait for you to come back.

I m devasted.

I m drained.

I m whole heartedly broken.

I should seee it all coming.

All the broken dreams.

It really hurts, real bad.

I m suffering from everything.

I m feeling really suicidcial.

I m really in pain.

My heart aches so so badly.

I CANT STAND IT ANYMORE!!!!

真的很痛

Im left with nothing now.

I guess i have nothing to lose from now on.

Thanks for making me like this now.

Thank you for being so heartless.

Im not gonna fall for you anymore

Im not going back my old ways.

Jeff chiang, listen up

you dont need to worry for me.

you used to say im like a little baby.

haha i guess im not.

you have someone Better to take care of.

i shalll not cry anymore.

i want to forget our past.

i want to forget our promises and dreams.

Dont worry, i will live well with whoever guy it may be

I hope you too.

Some times some things are too late to regret.
A gem in disguise?
Sorry, you didnt cherish it.

I'm not the only girl in your eyes.
Weeks of silence between us made you go astray.
I dont know what i should do anymore or how should i react to all this fuss.
and i know it myself, i'm just part and parcel in your life.
you never planned for anything..
you just let each day pass..
i never should put too much effort into us in the first place,...
when i know it will turn out a mess.
i shouldnt devote myself too much.
in fact, you taught me how to be heartless.