Rapunzel !

Love, is the person you think about during the sad songs

"i will kill the spiders. i will share my fries with you when you’ve finished all yours and are still hungry. i won’t ever pop my collar. i will never be rude to your tummy- when i hear it growl and gurgle, i promise to bend down and reply respectfully. i will eat the mushrooms when we order the supreme pizza. i will kiss the papercuts. and the door-slammed finger. and the counter-bumped hip. i’ll try my hardest not to get annoyed when you whisper questions and comments during movies. i will be the big spoon. i will let you win at wrestling. sometimes. other times i will not. i will go faster. harder. i will pull when you want. and tease you when you don’t. i will send you random txts and leave you silly gifts. not always. not on schedule. just whenever i want to. whenever i think you need one. or seven. i will check your tire pressure. and remind you to take your car in. i will hold your hand. i will love you. i will love you. i will love you."

I just gave up on the last item which reminds me of you.

I never thought I will hear myself saying this, but thank you.
Because if you hadn't of come along,
I never would have learned that my worst day could also have been my best.
Because when a heart breaks, it also opens
And once a heart opens any number of things can happen,
And some of them can be wonderful.
You know,
One of these days you'll realize how I was the one for you.
How you threw it all away.
And when that day comes, I'll smile and tell you the same things you once told me.
That you're my friend. And that's all I want us to be.
And maybe, if you're lucky,
You'll open your eyes, and see how those words can never be comforting.
And you'll never say them again.

Whatever you've said over the phone tonight,
It's all recorded in my heart.
I;ve become a burden a extra in your life.
You dont have to tell me,
I will walk away myself,
Im sure one day
Feelings for you will go,
Just like how i feel towards my previous ex.
I made the choice to finally go because,
I can't stand this pain.
It's time for my last tear to fall and me to smile again.
You know, if you push someone away too much, they might just leave
Remember, I didn't leave, you pushed me away.
You'll know it's too late.
Anw, I ddont want anything back
Even if you dont wanna return back my money it's alright.
Our love doesnt even worth 200.
算了，你走吧，我也走。
I will let time heal my wounds
I guess by next year, I'm all anew.
I will try hard to forget people that doesnt appreciate me
and accept people what truly loves me.
I will burn all our memories, love letters, anything that you gave me.
because it all doesnt matters anymore.
One day when you decide to turn back,
I wont be there anymore.

i hadn't been expecting.

Things arent going too well, so far. But. had great catch up sessions with peeps. Oh well.
It's Nov now. Dec next month. Time really really flies. Gawd. It seemed i just turned 18 yesterday and now i'm 19 soon. Really hope fer the better next year.

Ciaos. WAN.

Love my weekend!