F1 fever

Met the usuals and hanged out.
This time round they got me hanging:

It's either they asked me WHYand urge me to move on or they just give me the awkward silence..
Well, repeatedly im giving the same answer, same expression, same face.
they jolly well know what's going on with my life.. i cant deny futher.

What actually hurts the most is that he didn't tried to keep me till the very last.... ....
And if he truly likes me, he won't let anything in the way and fight back just to keep me in his arms. In anyway, it's just a dream and it's all bullshit manzx. Had enough of heart to heart talks,
In life, i realise there's no time to be sad.
SO just fucking E.N.J.O.Y

It's time to move on

and i don't wanna miss you anymore

You are doing your best to push me away. And you know what?
I'm finally going to do you a favour and not push back anymore.

"When people walk away from you, let them walk.

Don't try to talk to another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring for you, coming to see you or staying attached to you.

When people can walk away, let them walk.

Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left"

Fuck that bitch

Listen up bitch.
Dont blame it on me when you cant control your bf.
Mind your fucking words.
Since you guys are over then stop putting blame on me.
Guys are all the same. soooo if you hate em, then why not like girls? cheebye

I AM REALLY LOSING MY SENSE.
BEING SINGLE ALSO KENA ACCUSED FOR STEALING YOUR KUKU BOYFRIEND SIMILANJIAO
WAH LAU EH FUCK THIS WORLD
AND FUCK YOU!

Hey mr cutie

Guys are....

I admit it feels kinda new without a partner after so long(finally), it's like all of the sudden people start to notice you from everywhere even on bus rides. crazy.
and seriously, i think guys nowadays are either too desperate or too lonely. I dont f care if you're hot, rich, suave or cute. just try not to be too aggressive please. and SOME guys are just so touchy ohmygod. got gf already still flirt. i dont know why, but im feeling very vulnerable always. shit and i always hate it.
and im starting to feeel being in a r/s is better than alone? Well dont know lah. rather have someone familiar, someone you know that you can talk to, someone who is Physically Compatible for yourself. you feel so much comfortable and easy with your guy than some random partner probably just a rebound partner ; using him/her to forget your ex.

Sigh, been busy last week. hardly slept much. mixed emotions, hectic schedules. luckily mommy is leaving sg for china sooon. like for 14 days?! Guess gonna crash ppl's place or i'll get boreddd@home alone.

feeling kinda down, inevitable i know. trying to get that f-up feeling away. i know time heals. it will. and when i know i dont wanna start dating so soon, people get too over caring for you, although it makes me feel loved, but i just dont need all this right nao. Sorry man. Yes i'm single but not yet available.

All in all, letting go of somthing that doesnt belongs to you, might do us both well.
I am never your happiness. Never was, never is, never will.