i dont see any need for you to compromise me.
if you HATE the way i treat you.
then fine.
dont stick with me.
if you insist on saying that i didnt fuckin give you any breathing space, then go against me lah.
go out with ALL your friends and buddies lor.
laugh till you drop with them lah.
joke ard lame stuffs lah.
anyway to you, without me around you is a bless.
i'm fierce, demanding, paranoid.
i am like this.
if being with me you feel uneasy or whatever.
i cant help it.
we rather be friends.
i dont have to worry whether who are you with.
i dont have to worry why didnt you call or msg me.
i dont have to even think abt you, because it cause pain to me.
i know what you are thinking seriously.
you dont want me to go gym with you, i wont anymore.
go and find your gym buddy.
he/she will motivate you to become bodybuilder
by then you can kick me aside because he/she lead you to success. Not me.
i dont mind anyway.
life is like this. ive prepared myself for the worst to come.
even if one day you leave me, you reason is because we arent suitable, i wont blame you.
i can choose to not even care everything to do.
i can choose not to even meet you.
i can choose to not patch with you when we FIRST break.
i can choose the destiny for what we are today.
but why didnt we end off that soon?
because i love you like fuck.