i hadn't been expecting.

it wasn't a big shock.
neither was it disappointing.
it was completely nothing.
im glad im fine because ive been through worst baby.
nothing's gonna hit me down under.

Recently, opened myself more to socialising.
and HEY! i got back my confidence and motherfucking pride.
I'M STILL HOT AND SEXY OKAY! hahahaha opps!

F1 fever

Met the usuals and hanged out.
This time round they got me hanging:

It's either they asked me WHYand urge me to move on or they just give me the awkward silence..
Well, repeatedly im giving the same answer, same expression, same face.
they jolly well know what's going on with my life.. i cant deny futher.

What actually hurts the most is that he didn't tried to keep me till the very last.... ....
And if he truly likes me, he won't let anything in the way and fight back just to keep me in his arms. In anyway, it's just a dream and it's all bullshit manzx. Had enough of heart to heart talks,
In life, i realise there's no time to be sad.
SO just fucking E.N.J.O.Y

It's time to move on

and i don't wanna miss you anymore

You are doing your best to push me away. And you know what?
I'm finally going to do you a favour and not push back anymore.