my heart is tearing

tears are flowing down profusely

i could barely see anything

you're gone forever from my side

i stopped knitting

coz my heart stops beating literally

i dont know why i keep blogging

i dont know why am i always so sad

when you can seem so happy

i wanna amend

i never meant to do those things to you

im sorry thhat ive hurt you

its something i must live with everyday

and all the pain i put you through

i wish that i could take it all away

and be the one who catches all your tears

i went sunset way again

i passed by so much places that brought back beautiful

memories

like those days we played firecrackers at the playground

those days where we gazed up to the sky

those days when u waited for me at my void deck

miss those kisses on the forehead

those firm assurring hugs

i went to the carpark where you always brought me home

i searched for you car hoping somehow you would be there

i reminisce everything

the handicap slot you always used to park your car

the vending machine you used to buy drinks from

the path you always walked me home

sadly im all alone now

i need you here so much

im screaming out for you, cant you hear?

i need those smiles from your face

they are all so beautifully perfect

i didnt want to hurt you

i didnt want to hurt you

someone please tell me what i shld do

every second is torturing

im listening to all sorts of songs to express my feelings

why cant i deserve another chance

why cant i deserve any thing more from you

i dont wanna force you..

i dont know how long can i tahan..

i dont know how long i can wait

i dont know how i will react if one day you fall for someone else better

i dont know what will i become one day if i stopped loving you

baby please give us one more chance