Day 2,3,4 without you

blog is the only friend of mine now.
i blog out how i really feel..
because i know when i share it with ppl, comments, and opinions will be coming out from them..
i dont want it..
i dont wanna live with regrets..
thats what ive learnt in my 18 years of living..
18 years..
my birthday is coming sooon in 2 weeks time..
i dont intend to celebrate anymore..
i dont wanna have fun on that day..
because it reminds me of your promises u made to me..
your surprise..your gifts..your existance will all be gone..
you hurt me so much.