I'm a girl who can devote fully into a relationship as well as to destroy a relatioship without qualms.
Sad to say, it hurts. It really do.
Be it in the past or now, i think i didnt change much towards relationship.
In a r/s,
i go crazy when girls try to get close to my parnter.
i go insane, berserk.
i go to the extend to dig out as much info as possible just to know that she's no threat to our r/s.
i curse and kill whoever she is.
i let jealousy control me, i couldnt even recognise who am i.
inferiority or whatever makes me end up breaking this r/s.
i hate myself.
slowly, lack of trust between parnters and
ta da The End.

times and times again i asked myself why is it like this?
and still have no answer.




im tiredd.
its 4.15am
where are you