i just want you to know,
you arent hanging in the shadows or dark.
nothing matters to me anymore.
i know i cant erase the things ive done in the past.
i am trying to change myself.
everyone's asking me,
i just cant explained what had happen.
i know you dont think im trying sometimes.
but i swear its true.
you have my word.
i swear we never fall apart,
never will we.
jeff, you know i cant forget everything that we had done.
and i know beneath those smiles on your face there are sorrows.
im really sorry.
i cant life if living is without you.
i am not afraid of showing the world that im with you.
is it wrong to move on?
even though its within a week or so?
time is not a factor of love,
its the very special feeling.

im telling you now,
i am in love with you.
and this guy is jeff