Everything had changed.
including you.
yea, ive decided on this path, so just let me continue with it.
life now with him is definitely great.
met up almost everyday, spend most of our time together.
being with him, i feel secured, pampered, loved.
its all beyond what words can describe.
i wanna settle down, to completely devote myself into a r/s.
my world will only revolves between you and me, no one else.
please allow me to shower you with love and care.
allow me to stand by you whenever you need me.
count on me, coz i will always be there to motivate you and always be your lil guadian angel.
let me spend the remaining lifetime with you.
walk through the ups and downs in life,
see all kinds of cultures and lifestyles.
i am looking forward to our future.
so please, let me have my dream come true.
if im leaving for attachment, please wait for me.
i dont wanna lose you as much as i dont wanna lose my parents.
because
You taught me how to love,
you taught me how to live,
you taught me how to laugh,
you taught me how to cry,
you taught me what is life all about.

i know we live far apart,
so whenever you miss me,
just look up to the night sky and remember that,
i'm like a star,
sometimes you can't see me, but I'm always there.
Love always finds a way to bring hearts together no matter how many miles there are between them.

to my one and only Jeff.C
I loved you once, I love you still, I always have, I always will...