am i doing the right things?
am i being more and more rebellious?
am i really that nuisance to you?
do you really wanna me to fuck off?
am i living my life the proper way?

im so hurt by what youve said to me today.
so worthless, useless i can be.
all thanks to you.
it seems to you like its absolutely pointless for me to carrry on living.
yes, i seldom stay at home.
but does it even means im out to do detestable and cheap things?
do you know it is heartbreaking to know that youve given up hope on me?
you guys are the ones who loved me the most.
you cant possibly loathe me and dump me aside
i need you
i didnt meant to lie and spout vuglarities.
everything just went out of control.
as for you.
please dont say how much you still love me
dont say you will be there for me
dont even rank up the past
i wanna just continue living my life peacefully
tears and time ive cried and spent on you,
just forget it alright
find someone else.
dont cry.
its pointless.
just continue letting me rot.
il never become what i am in the past.