seriously,
i think i suck lah
my parents are nagging me almost everyday
saying im turning more rebellious after entering poly.
hanging out late, not studying and all shit
as in, i dont know what had become of me alr
i felt that my friends all had drifted apart from me
where's all my good pals and buddies?
im really feeling emo now.
and listening to that PU YONG YING DE YUE DING.
tho i have awesome friends in poly,
watching movies, kboxing, chit chatting,
i still feel empty inside.
in the end of the day,
im still left alone
yea, everyone would say i look tough on the outside
i crack lame jokes,
do funny stuffs,
but its all just not me sometimes.
haiiz.
no one understands me anw.
crap.
and i really wanna quit night life.
i had enough of alcohol, and stuffs.
im the one suffering in the end.
i wanna make my mama and papa feel proud of me.
i wanna let them know, im not a useless kid.
i am the best daughter you all can ever get.
i love you. <<3