i know i wont be there with him after poly starts.
he sent me his timetable.
i compared it between mine.
most of the days we cant meet at all
i felt like shit,
i suddenly felt we wont last.
coz i believe the number of hours and time spend together affects a r/s greatly.
it really does.
stupid unecessary misunderstandings arises.
lack of communication
lack of love and secure.
love will fade.
not straight away, but slowly.
you might not realise it , however u can feel that u arent caring and expecting much from him than last time.
aiya,
i feel that im crappin again
emo like hell
stop.
i have to stop.
whatever has to happen will happen.
i will try as much to sustain this r/s
because i truthfully love him.