i feel terribly like shit when im with you sometimes.
i felt worthless
im simply nothing compared to others to you.
you dont show me how important can i be in your life.
i just someone who accompanies you to the gym and spending your money, theres completely nothing good i can do.
i do no influence in your life at all.
im a noob dealing with relationship
all i know is to sacrifice everything inorder to make you happy and make things go smoothly.
end up, i get almost ZERO graditude from you.
you use your emotions to judge things,
but you just completely ignorant abt how many million stuffs i did for you.
without fail, i will accompany you to eat dinner whenever your mom didnt cook, however late it is.
why?
coz i cant bear to see you eating dinner alone.
and i cant understanmd why you dont wanna buy me food whenever i asked u to.
too lazy? too ex? or what?
its not im petty or whatever, this just show do you even bother abt me or your convenience?
i know our relationship will not last.
but i just wanna be with you every minute.
i cant bear to say goodbye to you everynight.
i cant bear to not respond to you whenever we quarrel.
one day you might forget everything abt me
its alright.
from what i see,
youve got alot of friends around for you.
and i know it doesnt really matter if im with you or not.
you once said you can live without me,
thinkin through, perhaps youre right.