Tuesday, March 4

I can finally see the bad side of human beings
-that they are fuckin' selfish and self-obessed.
i saw it myself and i cant believe it with my own ears and eyes.
damn,
this is pathetic and sadistic.
my closest one, actually fooled me
i knew that person was acting all the while.
just that i pretended to be navie, i wanted to see what the hell that person wanted to do to me.
Finally. I SAW
THIS SPELLS DISAPPOINTED
WTF.
ive learnt a lesson.

i know.
you dont like me to stick with you all the time.
i know.
you hate me to keep calling you to reply to my msg.
i know.
you dont wish to see me sometimes.
i know everything abt you.
your msg-es are simply less than 10 words.
as tho you cant be bothered
i have to start a topic whenever we are speechless.
i have to make sure i cant make you angry otherwise you'll just treat me like shit.
i have to keep adapting myself to you.
whenever you feel like staying home, you'll just say you dont wan to go out.
leaving me hanging nowhere.
tho im someone close to you, doesnt mean you can forgo my feelings.
why am i the one who calls you daily?
you are neglecting me.
can you spare a thought for me?
of course im at wrong too.
i wont be like a lunatic fancy calling you thousand million times a day yea.
i understand the needs of both of us.
i think of the best solution to satisfy both of us.do you know?
i guess you dont.
nvm.
im going to sing. bye