I'm starting all over again.

This will be the new beginning of my life

i will put whatever that had happened aside

its now, future and the forever that i will look at.

to whoever that ive caused harm, hurt, guilt,miserable or whatever , my apologies.

i want to be cheeful and carefree.

someppl told me something.

what she/he said was very useful to me.

they enlighted me.

i finally realised that i as a idiot fool all these while.

ive been paranoid and ruffled all along.

now, ive learn to let it go.

i'll not bear grudges.

if things are bound to happen will happen,

however as for my relationship,

i will never let anything harm my relationship.

i will do what i ought to do, because i do treasure it.

no matter what i takes, whether is it my life or sanity or self-esteem,

i will devote to it.

I , lim shin yi will love algin tan qing xiang.

dont bother how long will it last.

bcoz its the priceless moments that we both have.

i know because of this relationship gossips, rumours and bullshits

are roaming around.

but, its fuckin not gonna hurt me.i am strong. i always am.

and thats what i like about myself.

and what people admire about me.

this is not stubborn, but believing in myself.

as for the rest.

im sorry for being hot-tempered recently.

im really sorry.

now that i sort everything out, i will not let my emotions take control over me.

Truly, i would like to thank my fellow friends

i love you all. esp deborah.

Its not friends that dominate your emotions, but your brain.