Feeling downcast now.
i know im emotional.
its just so terrible.
my friends are like living so comfortably now
yet im passing my days without any purpose.
FUCK FUCK FUCK.

few days ago, i went out with jenn and yixin.
we saw giselle on our way
she's my very close friend during my sec 1 and 2 year
though ppl say she had changed alot,
she's stiill the same old girl i know.
its perhaps her way of dressing and living that made you ppl thought that she had changed.

i really miss those days when i was young.
i need not fear anything.
i need not vex over my relationship, studies and social life.
they all just come around and goes around.
just give me more time algin,
i will return to my old self, where you see me beaming with hopes and laughters everyday.
i will be the girl you admired during those years for not being afraid of being alone. this includes me beign paranoid over stuffs between u and people.

freedom is that i will give you.