I seriously dont know what had become of us.
i am blogging this out because i feel so frustrated.
no one is able to pity me.
i love him. yes, i do.
but, sometimes love just turn out another way,which is jealousy.
omg.
i care for him. he mistreat it as a threat,
and claims that i dont trust him.
he just doesnt understand that i really understand and trust him.
just one concern question of what are you doing, seemed demanding for him to answer.
i dont know. i simply dont know what to do.
i drop dead walking home at the end of the day,not due to tiredness, is due to misunderstandings we have.
i guess no one can help us out.
i guess i have no more energy to quarrel with you anymore.
i guess i have to start avoiding you.
i hate facing this.
perhaps i'll take the time when i leave SPORE to HK to think about our relationship.