i finally know how someone can commit sucide over love.
now i had a taste of it.
i hate being ignored.
yet i love him.
why cant love be beautiful?
have you heard the story of the matchstick girl?
its like me waiting for someone to buy those sticks
even until winter came, no one come and buy.
for survival she light up sticks by sticks for warmth
when all mathchsticks are used up, still no one bother her and she finally died.
i am like the girl waiting for him to show me the least care that he can give. i waited and waited, lastly, my heart towards him dies.
OMFG. he screwed up my life