Saturday, November 3

dont know why.
i cant sleep last night.
i have alot of confessions to make.
but theres completely no one that i can share with.
i realised there are no true friends in this world.
i really had an emo night.
my life now is so screwed.
how i wish i could disappear.
i didnt have the guts to face my misery.
oh my god.
O LEVELS is ending soon.
yet, i felt like bullshit.
phui. it isnt an happy occasion for me.
been through so much, nothing is worth being happy for.
damn.
people of my age will be rejoicing over the end of Os.
but me?
stay at home and sobbing throughout the day.
perhaps i should just follow my aunt and leave s'pore.
i dont want to think about my past, my present, my future.
IT'S ALL MY ILLUSIONS.

also. algin. i will leave the suprise i made for you outside your door step on the 6. whatever things that is meant to be yours will always be yours.