Saturday, October 13

To darl:
dont call me. dont waste your time on me.
just imagine that i've left the world.
when you close your eyes, dont think of me.
when you speak, dont say out my name.
i know i cannot make up for the things that i had done to hurt you, so the best way is to separate.

i know you will say how come i am able to let go this relationship so easily.
you will say i am cruel, i am a bitch.
but, dont you see? whenever you are with me, you arent happy. seriously are you? at the end of the day, you regretted going out with me because i spoill your day. So, why be together with someone who spoill your day? who doesnt shower you all the care and concern?
i also know you will say since I treat this relatioship like shit, then you had regretted being with me for the previous 1 year. you will keep on trying to make me fucking jealous about this and that.
i know you too well. For now, dont try to do things to make us sad.
perhaps one day, both of us may realise how childish are we.