Saturday, October 27

last night i dreamt about something and it made me cry.
i wish it wont happen to me. please.
now, i'm single.
i know ive made him so hurt and pain.
and its all to blame that i didnt cherish him in the past.
Do you know its so easy to fall in love with you, but difficult to let you go?
every night when i'm alone in my room, i tried to avoid thinking about you, but i just cant.
our laughter our memories just keep ringing up in my mind.
i sob under my blanket.
every morning my eyes are so red and swollen.
and its all because of love.
why must love be so cruel.
perhaps its b'coz i cant accept the fact you left me.

i aint your destined girl now.
our fairytale was all a illusion.
theres no one i can hold hands with and lean on.
no one will be there to pamper me like a princess
no one will be there to listen to me pour out my heart;s contents
i cant be with you all the time like i do in the past.
we are just ordinary friends.