Whatever you say alright. you wan to make me feel angry, agitated,pissed is your problem. I wan you to know im not that weak girl anymore. MORE CRITICISM, I CAN ACCEPT. since you wan to say those hurtful things like i wont interrupt or bother you, then fine. i'm born to accept criticism, i cant do anything to it.
If our relationship cannot even last to the end of 2007, i'm damn disappointed. this year is a challenge to both of us. if we fail to conquer, after our O's i bet we will regret because that is the period of time where we can taste sweetness in life, but already dont have each other to share this sweetness., it will then be a torture. -we will think back our past memories and then come to a conclusion that we both had been to harsh and hostile to each other.
I remembered the first time being with you. the feelings was great. i felt a sense of comfort, security,happy and proud. i felt ur hand brushes mine and you smiling to me. it was damn sweet. i will never forget. everyday you will send goodnight messagers and calll me to say goodnights. everymorning i will see you below my block awaiting for me. i was touched. i remember you even turned up at the victoria threater after my dance concert to fetch me. All this doings from you made me down tears of comfort. i've never thought guys are so noble that they are willing to let go everything just for there girlfriends, but u proved me wrong.
You are the guy that i will never forget and will never erased in my mind even if we break up. you are already are part of my life now and in the near future.
After every quarrel we will end up seeing each other's happy faces, then we will apologise. Why? why must we quarrel evrytime. and our arguements are due to stupid minor stuffs like schoolwork and studies and the time spent together. I thought love should be noble? i thought love is which you cherish him/her. Love isnt selfish. LOVE SHOULD BE HAPPY.
I REALLY DONT WAN TO LOSE YOU.