I've been provoked many times today. mentally. fuck this. i mean actually is my problem ok. i shouldnt give a damn about this stuffs. man. all this are such minor stuffs lah. wtf, yet i can go crazy over it. ARGGGG. I'm becoming a different person already. This even made me hate_____ even more.
and i got a unreasonable call from him. WTF. i'm going to breakdown man. seriosuly, one more trigger, there i go.

I HAD TO BELIEVE IN MYSELF. NO ONE IS RELIABLE. AND DONT GIVE A DAMN TO WAD PPL SAY.