BOOO. no one can help me. NO ONE. i had to overcome my fear myself.

school ended fast today. had remedial till 2.30. and now i'm back home. during lesson crapped alot with qingqing and glenn. ahha. i know how qing is feeling now. she and i are on the same boat.just that she's much stronger than me. haha. i dont expect to have a exciting and fulfulling life. but he does. i dont see that we are any compatible. just feel like drifting away from reality. I NEED REST DUUDE.

AND TML IS SPEECH DAY. EWWWW. i'm not been collecting academic awards after since sec2. actually sec 3 was to collect top in level for science but that Benedict won me by 0.5 marks!!!ARG.its devastating. nvm. Its so fair.happy for nothing.

I HATE THIS YEAR! I YEARN FOR CHRISTMAS THIS YEAR. OF COURSE MY BIRTHDAY TOO. SWEET SIXTEEN!!