Actually all those "Yes/No, Hi/Bye, How's life" conversations are telling me a lot...

Understood the message youre trying to convey.
Thanks

Just blog hopped around..
Set me thinking about some stuffs..
Is it me or is it normal that couples spend almost every day of their time with their partner.
I just feel abit weird or i shall say wrong to see each other everyday?
I used to meet my guy everyday sort-of-thing..
But things turned sour and made us argue a lot.
Slowly meetings went from 7 days/per week to .... thrice or twice/per week?
Worst till once a week so it's 4 times/month.
And this thing goes on for few months plus minus..
Starting to feeel normal not meeting up as often as the rest do...
Well, what does this mean?
Really don't know...
Is it because we dont bother anymore or just let it be?


Texts and calls less often..
Contents of texts are very vague..
Like: where r u, what are u doing, etc
Seldom got to hear his voice on the phone.
Once in a blue moon?
Or in need of urgent decisions or stuffs like that.
Oh wells, just random thoughts..
Maybe diferent couples do things differently?



What else do i have to do?

I'm breaking down...

I held on to this feeling for so long...
I could take it no more.
I teared.
I missed you.
There are times i tried picking up the phone dialling your number,
but i didnt press the call button in the end.
I hesitated...
I couldnt sleep.
And whenever i sleep, nightmares will come haunting me.
I cried in my nightmares.
I woke up to find myself shivering.
What am i afraid of?
After all ive seen, all ive been thrg,
i feeel so tired of dealing with human beings.
i hate goodbyes..

Today, i sort of quarrelled with my good old friend.
I didnt meant it, things became sour..
I dont know how things bettween us will go in the future..
Sigh, whydid things turn out this way..
Bb, I need you here now,
but where are you :(

Rapunzel !