I held on to this feeling for so long...
I could take it no more.
I teared.
I missed you.
There are times i tried picking up the phone dialling your number,
but i didnt press the call button in the end.
I hesitated...
I couldnt sleep.
And whenever i sleep, nightmares will come haunting me.
I cried in my nightmares.
I woke up to find myself shivering.
What am i afraid of?
After all ive seen, all ive been thrg,
i feeel so tired of dealing with human beings.
i hate goodbyes..
Today, i sort of quarrelled with my good old friend.
I didnt meant it, things became sour..
I dont know how things bettween us will go in the future..
Sigh, whydid things turn out this way..
Bb, I need you here now,
but where are you :(