Day 2,3,4 without you

blog is the only friend of mine now.
i blog out how i really feel..
because i know when i share it with ppl, comments, and opinions will be coming out from them..
i dont want it..
i dont wanna live with regrets..
thats what ive learnt in my 18 years of living..
18 years..
my birthday is coming sooon in 2 weeks time..
i dont intend to celebrate anymore..
i dont wanna have fun on that day..
because it reminds me of your promises u made to me..
your surprise..your gifts..your existance will all be gone..
you hurt me so much.

Day 1 without you.

so empty, so lonely.
im trying to survive.
i really hope time heals..
its gonna take a long time..
shld be get back my life?

friends to lovers to enemies.

its over.
finally.
1 yr 5 mths. going to 1 and a half year..
i thg i could celebrate my 18th birthday with my loved one. which is you..
seems like this dream cant come true..
i dont need your present or well wishes.
its pointless, coz i lost someone so impt in my life.
i dont wanna cry.
i wanna stand back on my feet.
i need a shoulder.
today, i jjust realised, how much u love me all these while...
im sooo upset...really upset..
friends called me..asked me out tmrw.
all my drinking clubbing friends are back..
but im just out of love...
i really am..
who can be the one to rekindle my love?