i'm caught in the middle of this dysfunction...

sooooo yeah,
received a call from mom that she havent made any arrangements for the overseas thingy,
she wanted me to think THRICE.
I'm really in a dilemma :(
Shld continue in SG or study abroad?
Is it really the best way out?
Or am i just running away?
Its so depressing.
I dont wanna leave my friends and close ones.
Howwwww.....

and for other aspects in life,
it's equally depressing.
i realise im so fucking ugly and short and fat.
didnt eat for 2 days still so fat like a pork pig, seriously

and dont understand whats up with his cold shoulder and mind fucking things..
anyways indirectly, everything ended like with a text?

wow

Disappeared from my blog for quite awhile.
Reccently so much changes in my life..
Came down to a final conclusion..
Decided to leave SG ..
Everyone kinda agreed to it and yeah currently processing the bookings and arrangements..
Been thinking and sorting out alot,
guess it will be the best way?
Gonna wait for mommy to get back from Nepal and i'll leave soon after.
Sooooo i guess all the best for the rest in SG, my pals, buddies, everyone.
Love you all.

Will blog again (: