I admit it feels kinda new without a partner after so long(finally), it's like all of the sudden people start to notice you from everywhere even on bus rides. crazy.
and seriously, i think guys nowadays are either too desperate or too lonely. I dont f care if you're hot, rich, suave or cute. just try not to be too aggressive please. and SOME guys are just so touchy ohmygod. got gf already still flirt. i dont know why, but im feeling very vulnerable always. shit and i always hate it.
and im starting to feeel being in a r/s is better than alone? Well dont know lah. rather have someone familiar, someone you know that you can talk to, someone who is Physically Compatible for yourself. you feel so much comfortable and easy with your guy than some random partner probably just a rebound partner ; using him/her to forget your ex.
Sigh, been busy last week. hardly slept much. mixed emotions, hectic schedules. luckily mommy is leaving sg for china sooon. like for 14 days?! Guess gonna crash ppl's place or i'll get boreddd@home alone.
feeling kinda down, inevitable i know. trying to get that f-up feeling away. i know time heals. it will. and when i know i dont wanna start dating so soon, people get too over caring for you, although it makes me feel loved, but i just dont need all this right nao. Sorry man. Yes i'm single but not yet available.
All in all, letting go of somthing that doesnt belongs to you, might do us both well.
I am never your happiness. Never was, never is, never will.