I guess time can really bring either 2 people closer or further away..
I dont yearn for him as much as i do in the past..
I dont get angry for nothing when he doesnt text me anymore..
I dont wait by for his phone calls anymore..
Slowly, i'm replacing him with other things in life..
because i guess there's no more Love between us now..
i guess your words really etched into my mind..

saying that we could never be tgt again..

i took your words and moved on..

well

i dont know if this is a good thing for us..

because you never really ever opened up your heart when youre with me..

you never speak to me about how you really want us to be..

or perhaps you did..

just i didnt take it seriously..

but in the very end, you've won..

im backing out of your life,

i dont wanna know anything about your life anymore..

it haunts me somehow..

starting anew, seeing new people is what i guess i need to do now..

went for driving today..

ordered mac and mac took damn long:(

cabbed down to bbcdc.

and i cant believe im driving at night!

LOL so weird!

very super nervous during driving just now..

after driving D wanted to meet me for dinner, but i cancelled..

didnt wanna see anyone recently... too much things up in my head..

didnt reply calls and msges either..

just felt so trapped and lonely out of the sudden..

there's so much things i wish i could whine and complain about to my loved one..

it's like a kind of loneliness that not even your good close friends can give..

whereas only someone you love, you care can make you feel genuinely happy, genuinely occupied.

can anyone please advise me on how should i deal with my r/s stuffs?

i dont wanna get innocent people involved with my life:(