I really need to run away from here.
Everything is just so pressurising..
even entertainments are getting way tooo effort-taking.
Even someone i thought i could whine and cry to, finds fault with me.
ARGH.
So what if its the freakiing holidays.
more and more people will pick me up on all kinds of issues.
Can't someone just talk to me in a good way and dote on me? instead of pinpointing.
I really wish i could just keep everything to myself and die from it.

It's really very hard trying to keep my affections low..