From past weeks, i saw something..
you're not sure if you want me, but at the same time you don’t want anyone else to have me.

you know what?
you're right, no matter how hard i try to rekindle this love, i can't.
i can't seem to communicate with you either.
and i know meanwhile holding on me, you're trying to find some other girls out there.
it's understandable.
but its okay.
im more than willing be your spare or i'll be someone to let you fill in when you're lonely until you find someone else who fits to be your partner than me.
even if you leave me for another women in the end while holding on to me giving me hope that we could be together, i will never blame you.. Because ive made this choice to take care of you as long as i can and i promised myself to never stop loving you..