Im waiting everyday so crucially bitter.
my nights are wasted.
tears, heartache.


You're gone.
You're walking away from me.
you dont ask me where am i anymore
you spend time with your friends i suppose,
doing stuffs that i dont know.
Yet, i'm letting you go, giving you your freedom.
removing myself from your life.
my existance (i know) will irritated you.


But i'll still see you for the last time to pass you everything you left behind.
Please take it away with you, i dont wanna have memories anymore.
lets all start anew.
i guess its better for both of us and everyone.
the silence you're giving me is making my heart bleed.
i cant live anymore.
i cry in tutorials.
because i see couples bonding strongly everywhere.
i really want you back.
but i know now everything had change.
but i cant accept this because i didnt do anything to hurt you intentionally.
why ccant you seee it?
yes im wrong, but i didnt played you.
you've got it all wrong.

i really cant bid these 2 years behind.
you promised to get me a ring.
it wont come true anymore
valentine would be meaningless.
i see valentine advertisments around.
roses, teddy bears, chocolates.
my buddy yh even asked me to chose a glass musical box for his gf.
i broke down infront of him.
he keep telling me he will forgive me.
but i know its all white lies.
he;s gone already.
and will never come back

i need to face this.
thats why i will meet you up.
thanks for the beautiful memories at Phuket, Bangkok, Msia, Genting and JB.
i love you, goodbye