Tuesday, December 29











You're my Love lockdown
so please me love lockeddown.
27,28,29 DEC

To Chiang Wei Xiong:
there are practically too much doubts in you and your fucking words. Firstly, you said you were home playing ps3 cant fucking online. okay sua. if you think i believe you must be a loser and ultimate fool lah haha. anything man. you wanna bring girl back home fuck and suck not my problem. i pray and hope you got her pregnant and marry that Fugly bitch and happy forever. Secondly, you lost your wallet. who the fuck dont know where they lost their wallet. the first time you said was on the road, after that said you didnt actually know where u lost it. there are tooo many doubts here dude. Thirdly, your best friend is at your house. wth? for fuck? gay sex? orgy masturbation? dont blame me for being crude here dude. loook at yourself. youre the ultimate person with 'BLOOD STAINS' then pushing all the blame on me by scolding me on msn, 'wah knn ccb, why your blog got this aussie guy..blah blah..nvm lah shinyi, youre dishonest' hahah' DUDE, look whose talking. talk to my hand lah. you guilty your prob, dont change arrow and make me sound like the killer lah fucker.
On 27 Dec ard 2am after your liverpool match. you said you were talking to your parent. utter bullshit lah hor. you say your parents back in SG le. TALK cock. got meh? haha. i dont know what uve done on those nights lah. like what ive mention as above. i dont care how many pussies youve licked, how many dicks you've sucked. just make sure i dont catch you, coz i will make your life even more difficult. in any case i might sound like a sucker or lunatic, im sorry, you made me into it. and dont come telling me that you wont do things to hurt this r/s like knowing other girls or whatsoever, coz its not the fucking link, i wont even get mad if you really know other girl lah. in fact it will just be a '解脱' for me. knowing that A GUY like you, are not worth any shit of my attention. i'll jjuust kick you off my fuckin life. not as if i cant find guys out there. the only thing that will get me on my nerves is that you are not repentent and keep lying without an twitch on your eyelid. but luckily, im smart. i know what youre fucking up toooooooooooo.
SERVE YOU RIGHT FOR LOSING YOUR WALLET

And i always believe what comes ard, goes ard.

__ MotherFucker



Monday, December 7

I just realised u're from Aussie.
no wonder you loook different from the rest.
haha.
that night was crazy shit, seriously.
well, thanks to you.
and i know you kinda regretted what you've done.
pretty disappointing:(
perhaps, just take time.
till then, Hah.

oh, yeah!
im so gonna apply some citibank credit card!
so much privileges!
Awesome stuffs lah.
and I AM TURNING 18 in LESS THAN 2 DAYS
OH GOSH!
i wonder how you gonna plan it.
Well,
pray hard eh.
SCHOOOL TMRW @ 11am!tata

ps: iloveyourtouches.

Saturday, December 5

i felt the pain in the tears.

Last night, had dinner with my awesome friends plus you.
thanks for giving me such an unforgetable early birthday 'surprise'.
thanks people for being there with me whenever i neeed you guys.
you guys never fail to bring laugher and joy to my life.
sometimes little things in life that i may have over looked,
from now, i wanna cherish every friends, relationships i have in life.

Finally turning 18..
getting older as years go by,
friends stood by me whenever i fall, and picked me up, gave me the strength to continue moving on in life.
heart to heart talks with you ppl made me understand deepest meaning in life,
genuine love, and care.
i hope in my coming years, ive learnt what i went through, and never look back..

For you,
deepest thanks from me.
though sometimes your harsh and blunt words pierce through my heart so badly,
i still hope one day you will treat me and love me the way like you do in the past.
but i know one day even though our love for each other dies,
atleast i know i've tried so hard to salvage everything and live with no more regrets in this r/s.
once i rmb you asking me this qn,
'why did our love went wrong'
i thought throughh so much,
and finally know why.
as days being tgt with you gets longer, we both expect more from each other.
we expect more from what we want from each other in the beginning.
we expect each other to understand each other by keeping quiet.
i really dont know what shld i do now and im really lost.
to be honest, i know you dont love me anymore.
its that you dont want to see me being with other man, thats why you're holding on to me.
& when i really can see it in your eyes that your heart cant have me anymore,
i'll leave.