Chinese new year!
getting boring as years passes.
some of my cousin will be not in SG.
how can this be?
my god.
new year leh.
life just sucks.
dont really have new year mood now.
annual majongs, dai dee, pineapple tarts gathering seems to be diminshing.
ah fuck.

grandma passed away not long ago.
family dont really have much mood to enjoy this festival, jooyful season.
i mean, its really a very sad thing.
ah ma will usually cook us delicious and ancient food.
it may seem awkward but it taste damn good.
aunties and uncles will gather and 'LOU YU SHENG',
damn funny lor. ahah
young kids and babies will tend to use the chopsticks and then climb onto the table and LOU. they are suppose to make it go higher and higher, instead those CUTE BABY COUSINS all throw the chopsticks to the back haha.
making it a mess haha.
and they only eat the CRISP!
they dont eat the rainbow coloured 'noodles' LOL!

i really miss those times when ah ma is around.
she;s like the man of the family.
she;s strong, smart and adorable!
i just love her.
now i cant celebrate new year with her,
i'll keep her in my heart.
i wonder how this coming new year will be.

cherish your family.
i know i have to learn alot on this.
i'm learning, i am.
to those cousins, whom ive quarrelled with,
i'm sorry.
We're blood-related after all, lets forgive and forget.
It takes fate and destiny for us to be cousins.
Love you