Its 22 july today.
I dont know why i have this weird feeling that we are now really friends.
I have this feeling that we wont patch anymore.
People say that SI LIAN is the worst feeling that one could have.
Its so damnit true.
I;m effing sad now.
I think i'll never be with him anymore.
Our relationship turns history.
It like, i never get to msg him, call him,talk to him with that same feeling as before.
This period of time will be tough on me and him. When we pass each other, our hearts will meet and it will hurt. Time heals. I guess there's really nothing more i expect from him. He's been a good and lovin guy, whats more that a girl can ask for.
I'm not angry or sad about this okay. Its so inevitable that we break. its so expected. hah. anyway, good luck for your Os. I give u all my best wishes.