Saturday, June 30
Its sunday today. Damn bored. Dont feel like studying. ARG. yesterday went orchard with darl darl. We had a fierce arguement man. I was damn pissed and said we're over. I threw my ring into his plastic bag then walk off. I went to brought brownies. and when i went back to the place, he was gone. I stood there in a daze. He called me and scolded me. i knew i was in wrong , but i just cant help it but to be furious. I love him, but sometimes it turn to hatred. Then he said, since you said we're over then wad's the point of him keeping my ring. then he threw it in the dustbin. i was stunned. and i started crying. I felt so emo that time. he said the ring represnts our love and he gave it to me on our half month anniversary, yet he threw it away thinking so naively. i dint thought thta he took my words so seriously. so he pulled me away and i hit him. then he took out my ring from his pocket. a smile instaneously apeared on my face. haha. sometimes i think love is such a interesting and wonderful thing that can make person go crazy over it.